i would love to see u and the others, but i don't know when i would get a chance to see u. it's been 10 yrs. it seemed so long, but it went by so fast. i can't believe we're almost 30. i passed the citizenship test, and i'm waiting to take the oath. but i don't have money and time to go visit u. the older we get, the less time we have to have fun and do whatever we want. future can't be seen so i'll take it as it goes.
i see u still like Tor very much. i wish u good luck. it's not wrong, right, to fall for those u hardly know? i like HeeChul a lot, but i don't know much about him. it's different from u since i haven't met him. i'm just dreaming, i know. soon, i will weak up and forget that dream.
i might worry u with the thing i'm about to tell u, so please don't, k. in the first few years of living in the US, i prayed to at least once go back and see u. over 2 yrs ago i did. i was afraid that i wouldn't never see u again. i wish i get to see u many times more. i love u. i always missed u. take care until our next meeting. :)